in a muted green guest room
sometimes is better
than always
Sunday morning:
mahalo
for fearless geckos
cat eats fly,
you smile
silly
the drive back
is mostly quiet,
mostly still
high-strung children
looking for trouble
on tenement rooftops
caps in the air
today’s the first day
of someone’s afterlife
California poppies
blooming in September,
fireballs of mockery
your clueless stare
– taste of nirvana
and cherry Coke
soaking wet
I wave at the Golden Gate
– these shrooms are bluffing
my little brother
threw rocks at cars
that weren’t there
silly drunk
in cherry blossoms,
lovely as always
in Tahoe,
there’s still hope
for quixotic dreams
bare bodies
on a mattress of stones
happy-go-lucky
on the water’s edge,
we give in
to summer blues
come on in—
read to me
it’s warm outside
he called her love
but wouldn’t call her
on the phone
sipping gin and tonic
I beg Jen
not to dump Ben
springtime in Washington,
drunkenness breeds wisdom
in sparkling tubs
drive home
to a light on,
in brisk Eureka
nightfall,
a girl spins a bottle
with crossed fingers
the best views of America,
in beds
of pickup trucks
star light star bright
why’d you disappear
in graceless whirls?
through sprinklers
we ran
barefoot, moonlit
mister Sheen’s streaking
on a cocaine binge
oh, Hollywood summers
hysterical laughter
rational despair
love-making in deepest blues
esc · once more to close